Day by day goes by, I would never think I would go through this pain. The thought of it just makes me break down. When I wake up, its the first thing that runs to my mind, and when the night falls, its the last thing that I think of. It haunts me in my dreams. I just want it to go away and go with my life. It’s not easy and I’m struggling.  I just want to scream and get it all out. But its stuck in me, and do not want the world to hear. This is the only way to express myself and get all the feelings out. Its sad I know but no one knows what I am going through.